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2011 07 13 / UNCERTAINTY (CHOICE - DECISION)
2011 08 09 / UNCERTAINTY - INSECURITY - DISORIENTATION
2011 08 13 / (CERTAINTY - STABILITY ... ABSOLUTE ... OBJECTIVITY)



2011 08 09 / B/D
uncertainty, insecurity & disorientation are not the same states of mind, cause they are not caused the same way,
not by the same actions, not with the same goals, aims, not for the same reasons
security is a relative matter, not an absolute one, the idea of absolute security is not just an illusion, but also harmful in results
living & existing things need just their relative security not the absolute security, relative in space & "time"

own "the time's up" when they have made enough changes to know that they are able
own space is threatened, when they get fat, skin & bones or hurt
fat is a exceeding & leaving the own space, which is a sort of flight & search action result

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disorientation :
confusion :

bafflement > wonder, stunning, startling
bewilderment > wonder, stunning, startling

disorder > negative formulation
derangement > negative formulation

messiness > reproach, judgment on hidden grounds, thus "objective truth", tradition

demoralization
confuse, throw, fox, befuddle, fuddle, bedevil, confound, discombobulate
embarrassment
confuse, flurry, disconcert, put off

an act causing a disorderly combination of elements
with identities lost and distinctions blended
"the confusion of tongues at the Tower of Babel"
combination, combining, compounding
jumble, confuse, mix up

lost performatives (NLP)
not necessary aware of / mind map-reality disparity

verwechseln
a mistake that results from taking one thing to be another
"he changed his name in order to avoid confusion with the notorious outlaw"
mix-up
mistake, error, fault
confuse, confound
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2011 07 20 / B
UNCERTAINTY (CHOICE - DECISION)
CHOICE - FREEDOM - CREATIVITY
UNCERTAINTY - CHANGE - NAIVITY (cluster)

OWN (CORE) - CORRECT - TOLERANCE MARGIN - FOREIGN

EXPERIENCE - STRUCTURE VIA REPEAT/COPY
COPY - CLONING - COLPORTAGE

MIXUP - SYNONYM - (DIFFERENT) FOREIGN PRINCIPLES WITHIN SAME SET MIXED - ETYMOLOGY - HERMENEUTICS
BLURR



2011 07 30 / B
feeling of uncertaity

- - -

occasion/anlass :
True Love Grows
by OfficialTiffanyAndCo
Promoted Video 293,786 views
http://www.youtube.com/user/OfficialTiffanyAndCo?v=T4jBlJV9SzU&feature=pyv&ad=11927774637&kw=


why do we need TRUTH & smthng true
why there's no sufficience within REALITY & smthng real

i came to the conclusion, that it's
the need for certainty & that means the striving for unchangeability* / CHANGE
& that means the inablity to come to terms with uncertainty

i formulate 'uncertainty' cause that name needs the unrest of the striving urge
volatility, foggyness, dubiousness, ambiguity, doubtfulness ...

the lacking part :
irresoluteness, insecurity, instability ...

the lacking part is, which we allow by our passivity & our expectations
to rule upon us, to reign upon us

io to change smthng, equal which smthng it may be
we need two directions
the DIRECTION away from smthng
& the direction towards smthng

those two directions allow us to orientate withing a SPACE without any known points
& thus without any orientational points
withing such a space, we feel lost & if we do so, we experience a feeling of uncertaity
that feeling of uncertaity is a form of humility, humbleness within us
people who can deal with uncertaity on a daily basis, 24/7 are better people
they are able of compassion, they are more realisitic than without that ability,
they make less DRAMA & need less drama than without

with the feeling of uncertaity we know the real drama, the struggle,
our struggle for sense & for our impact, for our value
with the feeling of uncertaity boredom disappears,
we get realistic in the estimation of the relation between our own & our social

with the feeling of uncertaity we can orientate & thus navigate successfull
within the space of reality
with the feeling of uncertaity we know what works & which not,
we are inabled to generate results we project
we are then the makers of reality & not just its followers trying to convince reality to go our way, be to our service



a loophole :
[babylon]
1.
an ambiguity
(especially one in the text of a law or contract)
that makes it possible to EVADE a difficulty or OBLIGATION
(hypernym) ambiguity
(classification) contract
2.
a small hole in a fortified wall;
for observation or
discharging weapons

ger. Guckloch; Schiesscharte;
Ausweg;
Masche;
Luecke;
Schleife


* unchangeability :
[babylon]
1.
the quality of being unchangeable;
having a marked tendency to remain unchanged
(synonym) changelessness, unchangeableness, unchangingness
(hypernym) quality [ !!! ]
(hyponym) absoluteness [ !!! ]

absolute - permafrost - aether - RELATIVITY - truth



2011 07 20 / B
there is the repeating urge to bring things to a similiar state, level of performance

after a while the things get even for the producer not intelligible, they get no more understandable
it's because
the quality of the producer has moved away,
the quality of the producer has detouched himself from the quality of the produced

suffering not pain [examine buddhistic concept]
the suffering's combined out of not to understand, negative paternalism, urge to reign
the suffering is the difference between, the
discrepancy

BLURR
lack of focus
focused on the wrong
structure dictating certain focus, while a different focus is needed
DIFFERENT - FOREIGN/OWN



2011 07 13 / B
german text 10-203_05_22 07 10_A_eng.pass

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uncertainty

From Certainty to Uncertainty:
The Story of Science and Ideas in the Twentieth Century
F. David Peat



2011 07 06 / B
cognitive inertia
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cognitive_inertia
- a "constellation" that moves

a "constellation" that moves' not a constellation at all,
but layers moving in depth, fix orbits, comets
- changing distance to the own core



[
2011 08 25 / B / website written (weblog)
uncertainty is usually paralyzing
uncertainty is based in a combination of disorientation within a space & lack of ability to deal with that disorientation in any active way
the simple way to deal with disorientation is emotional & instinctive

if based in a negative expectation towards life the resulting action of that emotional response is aggresivity
if based in a positive expectation towards life the resulting action of that emotional response is complacency, comfort & relaxation
if based in a balanced expectation towards life the resulting action of that emotional response is plain undecisiveness, an inner conflict

both peaceful responses if combined with the expactations of negative paternalism result in wondering, perplexity, bafflement, puzzlement,
intellectual formulated it is called PARADOXITY
the negative paternalism here leads to expectations of solutions to that buffling situation coming from the PATER figure

the aggressive response if combined with the expactations of negative paternalism results in blaming
the negative paternalism here leads to expectations of solutions to that bewildering situation coming from the PATER figure
& if the solution isn't materialising the blame sets in & the feeling of unfulfilled duty on the PATER side, that feeling is accompanied by the intern assuance of the own innocence - negative paternalism moves steady towards innocence
]



2011 03 20 / B
ein stabil laufendes leben ist oft nur ein teufelskreis
a stable running life if often just an evil circle




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