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2011 08 04 / FREEDOM - ADDICTION / DRUGS (cluster) 2011 08 04 / B drug production ... roots in emotional detachment 2011 08 02 / B ... & i think, that what we are all about drugs is the faint & disabled, culturally low developed form of tryout to develop the own style ... STYLE 2011 07 28 / B CULTURE is the only civil & peaceful answer to unemployment within a basically satiated society, besides of DRUGS of course how does culture initiate ? per education ? CULTURE as healthy SUBSTITUTE of DRUGS 2011 07 26 / B again, equal what the situation is, you can see yourself as victim or you can enable yourself to chose to do things different, that's change i know that's hard, if it isn't then you don't change really, real change is really painful to perform, virtual & often physiologic pain & there are dangers, the dangers of illusionary change, just & only change based on inner freedom is healthy chosing responsibility usually doesn't feel empowering cause we link responsibility to guilt, but that's the only way to inner freedom there are of course also those, who link responsibility to power over others, it's just diversion from the lack of power within oneself for humans now is illusionary change the most dangerous, cause illusionary change is same painful as real change, to endure the pain of real change is reasonable, to endure pains of illusionary change leads nowhere than to a perpetual circle illusionary change is what drugs cause, addiction is the perpetual hope for an end or for perpetual pleasure, with any sort of drugs there is no end besides of death & before the death appears, the life has been wasted everyone should have the right to waste the own life, that's freedom even if it seems idiotic, but not to know an alternative to a wasted life it's not freedom but despair PERPETUAL/ENDLESS/ETERNAL/ABSOLUTE >>> INESCAPABILITY/INFINITY/REPEAT - VICIOUS CIRCLE/PERPETUUM MOBILE^ ADDICTION/DEPENDENCE/PATERNALISM HOPE PLEASURE/HAPPINESS FREEDOM 2011 07 25 / B @The_Life_Coach Matt Halloran, coach " Happiness is that state of consciousness which proceeds from the achievement of one's values. " Ayn Rand comment : that's success, not happiness it's equal how beautiful, noble, strange we define happiness, if it is not unconditional, it will fade or become addiction 2011 07 21 / B 3. the WRONG WORD, the problem of the KEY, the problem of the WRONG NAME, is one misleading appearance along the -problem - goal- line : for the orientation in the mind map space : GOAL lies ahead >>>, PROBLEMS lie backwards <<<, WRONG WORDS lie sidewards /// \\\ ~ ^^^ vvv so same as with orientation along problems when pursuing goals must fail, so must also to pursue WRONG NAMED GOALS a depicted version of that situation is the barking up the wrong tree, a very challenging version is described in the Alice in Wonderland story, where Alice is faced with the problem of the key, the door & her own dimension, but the best story is the story of Alibaba & the Forthy Thieves, but the clue of it lies here in the KEY to the cave of the thieves, which's sealed by "magic" the key to that cave is the right name of the cave, it's nothing but a PASSWORD, it's nothing else than the goal, which must be addressed correctly & all this works that way, cause (i am bold here!) cause the goal is living thing itself, which is as we all are, when we are healthy, keen to be respected, means addressed by our correct name & here we are then at the core, the center of the problem with drugs, drugs work cause they cause some movement within us, but that's because of our screwed mind map, illusions, not because of our reality drugs cause problems cause they address the wrong goal with little reward but mostly major destruction, the best reward in drugs is the opportunity to break rules, but that can be managed really without drugs too what the CLUE, the KEY to that WRONG or RIGHT NAME of a goal is, is the question, which has to be asked : is the goal i am pursuing the reality, which i like to happen in my future or results my pursuit from my illusions about those matters thus i don't believe, don't trust & surely don't hope, but that's the other story about paternalism 2011 07 08 / B tendency-violence-demand-drugs (connecting the dots) 2011 07 05 / B people in a culture living as there is no tomorrow are living in a culture not appreciating self responsibility [price], it can be done based on dispair [Kierkegaard][education], based on error [drugs] or based on belief to be saved [negative paternalism] DRUGS as ERROR of JUDGMENT ADDITCION as MISPLACED NEEDS 2011 06 30 / B word of the day : accumulative cumulative - cumulus clouds - additive - (addiction) - amassing - mass market - mass - (measure) - gathering - get - (free space for stuff) 2011 06 28 / B exhibitionism vs hiding behind screaming openness, outer openness ! aha! OUTER openness (or whatever) is the MATERIAL, but the CALL, the DEMAND is an INTERN one, it's MIND MAP - that's the basis for the DRUG thus DRUG can be about a MIX UP OF LEVELS OF REALITY, planes of reality, the material (outern) with the virtual, the intern Marx has spoken against religions as the producers of social drugs, today we don't need religion for that, we buy it, ask for it, sign up to get it, & no, it's not about those who sell drugs, but about those who ask for them, it's the other side of paternalism, not the paternalism acting as the seller but the paternalism acting as the buyer, drugs' customer i am 100% sure non of you understands it, the followup of understanding those implications goes beyond revolution, it's a change, a leap what is needs not to be hidden, it can lie open & hide because we search where hidden things can be, we miss where things actually are 2011 06 27 / B there is a grave difference between HOPE & UNDERSTANDING, with hope we source the RESPONSIBILITY so neatly out, that it is NEVER OURS outsourced responsibility feels, like's with any drug, at first great, we feel light, enlightened, we delegate the burden, it's energizing, we feel inspired even maybe, with UNDERSTANDING it's very different, it needs unglamourous gray diligent patient work to be in the process to understand is to realize, it feels at first when we come out of our habitual daily life diminishing, suffocating we face that way the fleeting demons & the demons get scared but they haven't lost yet, they try to get us into a fight against them when we start to fight against them, we have already lost, cause to fight, especially against is the core value of hidden approval the only way to win i know of is not to care for the ways of opponents without being uncautious, to focus on the goals, to have goals to be successful without recognizing within which quality of space one's operating is knowing nothing & be unable to repeat, within the drugs space, there is just violent repeat, repetition of violence, repetition of drugs, drug space was then successful, won the drugs are recognized as salvation, the purity of action as lacking, lacking the drug part VIOLENCE is a particular sort of DRUG, different to others, it's caused by the lack of active nearness leading to an overreaction in materia [ 2011 08 15 / D / website written (weblog) per outsourcing our responsibility we increase our momentary energy flow level we do so by cutting back the energy needed to stay in touch with our independent power it's a quick win, which if not observed more closely & if unreflected appears rather reasonable than anything dangerous but outsourced responsibility is practiced negative paternalism, we source this way out our power & might to act, we gain some energy which is usually bound within the responsibility constellation we gain the energy which connects us intern with ourselves & extern with the world by outsourcing of responsibility we disconnetc with the world, with reality, we loose our correct estimation of what's going on, by disconnection with ourselves we loose the feedback to be alive when we do so, we see usually just the gain of the previously stored energy, we don't see the production of our might kept in existence with this energy within the function of connection via responsibility usually through responsibility we enable us to make correct decisions, by disconnecting we start to judge based on our illusions & not reality anymore, but if we are also disconnected with ourselves, then we have outsourced also every intern feedback about the incorrectedness within the ongoing process & its dangers to us, the result is that we not only not recognize what's going on, but also not recognize that we arent recognizing anything going on & so we think by ourselves that everything's just fine such a process can be illustrated by a surveillance camera, which is installed to observe the surveillance cameras, which watch over a designated terrain when someone's disconnecting the cameras watching the terrain, we can still get a feedback about it through the cameras watching camera, but when we cut the power of that camera, the other cameras can play an illusionary film about how normal & fine the situation is, while the house is getting looted we cut the responsibility usually at first io to make financial gain but there is no win within money if that money is the sole goal money is just an instrument like knives, needles, cars, the instruments only reasonable use is to apply them io to create, generate smthng other with them stored instruments are the most useless contents of life ever in the second place after we made financial gain, we realise that we have not enough power to change things, to create, generate things, that we are dependend after that realisation, so we start to cut responsibility io to gain power after what i wrote here before it is against any reason to strive for power by cutting power back, but of course this process isn't seen as a coherent process if one's acting within it & of course since gaining power by cutting responsibility is just making things worse & not working, the process is potentially unfolding & increasing endlessly but will be ended by a dramatic loss of power or the death of the participant multifacetted stuff ] 2011 06 21 / B i like the idea to name those 2 sorts of people : the Tian/Heaven people ? (conscience) & the Mu people (mu wu tu)(Mother/Ground/Earth) (overly addiction) 2011 06 17 / B steadiness, regularity of availability is more crucial than its easiness, attainability & even possibility, crucial in long term approach that's how demand is working, the dreams of the impossible, which bother us again & again & that's how stability of life is learned, by doing it again & again, until the point of ability is crossed, at which we are quicker than the task, when we are wired in the most effective way to succeed at that point either boredom strikes, when it's not the task of our life or the pleasure to be in the right place doing the right thing drugs give us the illusion of that pleasure, which is easy attained & quick vaporised, drugs don't help us to do, they seduce to be done drugs & learning have much in common, they're both unsatisfactory in the outcome, but learning leads to success, drugs keep just in loop drugs seduce, appearing as the easier way to success than learning, but with drugs we turn just along the evil circle that's an illusion of movement, the dangerous with drugs is, that we don't realize the dead end while we're doing it, the dead end of drugs is their beginning again & again & thus by realizing that we are just moving but not advancing towards our goals we can leave the evil circle - heavy stuff EVIL CIRCLE LEARNING 2011 06 12 / B Q : how to move people to estimate my value | A : to know what they need, to bind their need to my offer, to advertise with their need if i am a crook (or maybe just an idiot), then i offer drugs, if i am an intelligent honest merchant, then i offer solutions to needs drugs keep people (as we all know) in the loop of buying, BUT addicts buy just as long there's no real alternative, the need for drugs disappears when the need is satiated (slight side exceptions) solution to exceptions : to offer drugs which don't cause permanent damage, but just keep the customer in loop, that's in the interst of the drug dealer too, to keep his customer alive & healthy so we have to remake the market from a DRUG ORIENTED MARKET to a GOOD LIFE ORIENTED MARKET 1st step : map the drugs | 2nd step : pinpoint the needs behind the drug | 3rd step : offer alternatives directed to needs good news' : solutions have no side effects, drugs have, people don't like side effects like obesity, ADD, being laught at the own QUEST as alternative to drugs - QUESTion - on the search for values, on the research of values - value X result - results are the value of actions - disparity between intention & result : the Hell is paved with good intentions intention / mind map X vs X result / reality HelenMacPherson Sandra Bullock by reflectingarea people don't realise that food is an addiction just like any other, smoking, alcohol & drugs. "behavioral addictions/drugs" - there's a difference between a drug & non drug, non-drugs get you further, drugs keep you in the same loop How many teens have Internet addiction? Reuters http://t.co/gzxdJsM via @reuters 2011 06 10 / B & even more so, if the customer doesn't really know what he's needing at all, that's where the drug business jumps in, 80% of bizz is drugs the bright side of it is, we need right now just 20% of our current production really really badly as survival kit, the rest is digression [ 2011 08 12 / B / website written (weblog) as a replacement of drug usage we have to develop a CULTURE OF the OWN this is a vision for the next future starting right now ] 2011 06 07 / B >>> income - input X output - outcome X <<< sequence to repeat : ... income - input X output - outcome X income - input X output - outcome X income ... it's an algorithm ok, of more interest is what's happening within the Xs : input X output = the creativity turn outcome X income = value of/for others outcome X income / that can be FUTURE NEED, which's next inevitable step or EVIL CIRCLE OF DRUGS the more real & intelligent you are the more problems you'll have making money with drugs, the catch22 still hovering & still unsolved the most grave problem with drugs is, they ruin the base, the substance of future, but they allure with big money made cause of them humans sit really really deep in shit because of the CIRCLE OF DRUGS 2011 06 01 / B gain is to get not big & fat beyond any usefulness but gain is to stay able to function without friction & delay & producing exact the projected outcome no matter the circumstances that's also what distinguishes freedom from drug addiction 2011 05 25 / B there are plenty of drugs out there to be addicted to the more health threatening the drug the more desperate the need of a solution & the bigger the problem, the more a core problem it is 2011 05 23 / B it may sound cynic, but it's mere functionality, poverty & malnurishment prevent overpopulation, that's nature's reality material space is limited, that's the base of existence, just the qualitative space is unfolding in variations, which we name unlimited io to prevent overpopulation we have to change the quality, unfolding quantity will break down under the own weight we have to rethink, purify & change the quality of our way to live, our way to think, of our goals & our values, it's urgent a big amount of population, its quantity was needed in ancient times & within the feudal system, since the industrialisation the quantity of population is entertaining drugs increasingly & not human needs anymore, thus our problems with unemployment, senselessness in life & desorientation the old school is calling for the wisdom of LEADERS, the new school is calling for the wisdom of CLOUDS & CROWDS, both are illusions apart of the problem's core, based on weak hopes, when we are unable to think at our own, then we should at least reread Max Stirner's pamphlet about old & new GODS poverty & malnurishment are the forebodes of violence & death, when combined with points of concentrated strenght & leisure, that's how kings got beheaded to bridge the gap we have to be able to solve our problems without causing more new destruction, that's quality & if we are unable yet although we need urgently to be, then we have at least to have compassion, compassion stalls time to get able, but its not sufficient to solve problems on its own & compassion can cause even rage, when the waiting exceeds a lifespan, when the hope is gone but not the expectation & not the urge 2011 05 13 / B just because something's existent means not that it's working the way, which's supporting your best possibilities, existent stuff is reality, undoubtedly, but ask yourself : does that reality feels right, if your answer is a No, then it's the wrong tree of reality you are barking up it's still the same question : which reality is that one, which supports me & my best interests & this' a really huge question, because i have to ask then : what are my best interests, do i know them really or am i idealizing & excusing just simply those already known to me, those which are existent & here i end again at the beginning : the existent reality MAY BE NOT in my best interest - to state that is at least a good beginning, but currently still a very long walk this beginning is similiar to the beginning of the end of a drug addiction, i have to be able to think of myself as addicted io to end it this beginning is also similiar to the test if i am plain crazy, if i am able to think that, that's at least the possibility, that i'm not that's also exactly the same moment of intern guilt, if someone accuses me of something & i jump up emotionally, he's probably plain right the trigger is within me - the actions trigger what is inherent in me, do i want to end it, i have first to be able to think without jumping this emotional jumping is the beginning of any violence, but ... just to stay calm may be also a sort of the same violence - we are tricky 2011 05 11 / B 80% of today's economy is in the drug business, most producing the undercover drugs, we keep us by our own work in the evil circle not our addiction, not even the production of drugs is the core problem, but our lack of awarness & understanding of the situation the difference between a substitute & a placeholder is, that the first's settled for less while the second keeps looking for the right piece a placeholder is needed, when its function is necessery to exist & function & just empty space is not enough 2011 05 05 / B (5) indispensable - beyond drugs' the unsolved problem of being not understood - Socrates, Golas - greed, lure, responsible, might, freedom (5) is it just a problem of positioning : i doubt it, there's a gap between Kant & Einstein, the gap of being recognized, understood, valued [ 2011 08 11 / B / website written (weblog) io to recognize there must be a already designed space within the recognizing person this space can be mannifold distorted if it's there at all such unfolded, uncreated space is ginnungagap, as white noise, termal noise, a tohuwabohu have to work on the intentional development of such an intern space within another person ] 2011 04 25 / B drug addiction is a placeholder for the next point in need, in need to make a line out of the evil circle, in need/in/io to move ahead 2011 04 13 / B prices are seductive, before the price one has to look for the value, contained points of decisive quality io to decide constructive one has to settle willingly & conscious how the dices fall & where the water flows to, that's nature, humility, reason & unspoiled success success alone doesn't tell if's right, it can just serve an addiction, it pays off but destroys, that's the way we live now we all are prone to follow the success & to follow the price, that's the way how we let seduce & spoil us it's not about to be seduced & spoiled, but about to know & follow what's right & to withstand the wrong, that's not morality that's reason what went just wrong with morality & ethics, we know them for thousands of years & are yet not better humans - to understand we think we know how to understand, we had to think twice, means to doubt that thought, it's seducing, we seduce us not to think further morality - ethics - value - virtue - tendency - outcome - result - vision probably the most unfortunate trait in people is the ability to endure unhappiness, for decades & with the help of all sorts of drugs 2011 04 07 / B RT @ksenianagieva : "Addiction: any process used to avoid or take away intolerable* reality" - Pia Mellody ...able* - linked to RELATIVE - ABSOLUTE - OBJECTIVE - SUBJECTIVE [ 2011 08 04 / B / website written (weblog) ADDICTION to a drug occurs, when the STRESS is not answered ultimately in such a situation stress is temporarilly postponed by the DRUG such a postponing action may be correct within life threatening situations but addiction to drugs appears, when the emergency situation repeated as a loop of ...STRESS - DRUG USAGE - TEMPORARY RELIEF - lack of ability to deal successfully with a situation - STRESS... becomes the normality & replaces the drug free normality of solving stress situations by increasing the own ability to deal with those stress causing situations successfully the less successfully solved stress situations one has experienced within the own life the more increases the avoidance amount of such situations on the one hand, the more stress becomes experienced, the more urge to solve the stress situation increases on the other hand both ongoings combined cause a situation similiar to a closed pot with gradually increasing inner pressure usage of drugs seems at the beginning to be a stress relief, but io to reach the same amount of relief without any another problem solving matters, the dosage of drugs must be increased addiction occurs, when for the person involved there are no alternative options of action than usage of drugs options of action are oriented to successfully move forward in life, to increase the own ability to deal with life, to solve own problems & to achieve goals drugs are oriented to successfully reduce the current presure of a situation io to be able to repeat the situation thus drugs keep us in the same loop of unchanged stress causing situations at best for a longer period options enable us to master earlier difficult situations afterwards with ease the pressure of a situation is increased by overt emotional evaluation of a situation the less we are capable of dealing successfully with a stress causing situation, the more we increase our emotional involvement, the more increases the urge to solve the situation successfully, which causes an intern pressure io to be able to live on that intern pressure has to be reduced, which action is legitimate in extreme imminent life thretening crisis situations but on a daily basis of normality, peace & freedom one has to apply other measures than to reduce stress, even reversly, one has to use the pushing pressure to motivated seek solutions for stressful situations ] GOALS STRESS ULTIMATE SOLUTION SUCCESS / HAPPINESS EMOTION |
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