10 november - - - ~ die bezeichnung faulheit ist verbunden mit der hoffnung des erschreckens - the term lazyness is bound to the hope of sudden fear the need for sudden fear is built upon the hope of an absolute correctness, a basis to which we can go back within any instance in my experience such a basis is an endless abbyss, it is a basis built just upon the belief & when one starts to believe, then one has to a scorn reveals the scorner's inability & his capitulation & his hope that the scorned is moved by the scorn to follow the scorner's rules how many other interactions are nothing but a sort of manipulative intent accompanied by the lack of intent to pay the bill of destruction strictness, not any form of leisure, it contradicts every recommendation appearing to me as somehow sensible, but this may be nothing than puting the horse before the cart, it appears sensible cause it matches what one's intending already but isn't there hope in the strickness too ? the hope of the absolute correct ? or is the absolute correct a realistic construction ? a construct which actually not just can work, but the only which can work actually & thus perpetually it would have been nice to already know it, the absolute correct unfortunately, there are everywhere holes of lack of responsibility in all the absolute i know of & the only desparate recommendation is a sort of to believe, to lean my experience of leaning is that i barely escaped with my life & am daily dealing with the aftermath the dead are conveniently forgotten, the dead on the battle field of trust & overestimation of one's abilities every occurance rests upon someone, who's paying the bill member : ~1300 "constituent part of a complex structure" > "person belonging to a group" ~1400 "one who has been elected to parliament" member : ~1000 ofr.membre - lat.membrum - got.mimz - pol.mie,so - meat (kanonenfutter) ~1590 meat in disregarding sexual meanings without an own center of decision : meat, body, the temple of soul - soul as the center of decision - soul as God's club member [euphemisms] it's the exertion of a thing, which defines the danger zone for a user, not the thing's quality, the exertion which leads to exaggeration so the use of punctual action speeded up or strengthened into force over the strength of a normal use as well as the use of any recurrent action, the use of a parallel, copied, cloned action, all lead to a breakdown of the using entity earlier or later earlier death / immidiately, sudden - later death / torment, recede, decay thesis stated yesterday : 1.the correct life 2.the sudden death 3.the long torment / human beginning mainly 2. / human present mainly 3. - - - - - - - - - reflectingarea Ra thesis stated yesterday : 1.the correct life 2.the sudden death 3.the long torment / human beginning mainly 2. / human present mainly 3. 10 Nov Favorite Reply Delete reflectingarea Ra earlier death / immidiately, sudden - later death / torment, recede, decay 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra the use of any recurrent action, the use of a parallel, copied, cloned action, all lead to a breakdown of the using entity earlier or later 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra so the use of punctual action speeded up or strengthened into force over the strength of a normal use as well as 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra it's the exertion of a thing, which defines the danger zone for a user, not the thing's quality, the exertion which leads to exaggeration 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra without an own center of decision : meat, body, the temple of soul - soul as the center of decision - soul as God's club member [euphemisms] 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra member : ~1000 ofr.membre - lat.membrum - got.mimz - pol.mie,so - meat (kanonenfutter) ~1590 meat in disregarding sexual meanings 10 Nov Favorite Reply Delete reflectingarea Ra member : ~1300 "constituent part of a complex structure" > "person belonging to a group" ~1400 "one who has been elected to parliament" 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra every occurance rests upon someone, who's paying the bill 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra the dead are conveniently forgotten, the dead on the battle field of trust & overestimation of one's abilities 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra my experience of leaning is that i barely escaped with my life & am daily dealing with the aftermath 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra the only desparate recommendation is a sort of to believe, to lean 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra unfortunately, there are everywhere holes of lack of responsibility in all the absolute i know of & 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra it would have been nice to already know it, the absolute correct 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra a construct which actually not just can work, but the only which can work actually & thus perpetually 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra but isn't there hope in the strickness too ? the hope of the absolute correct ? or is the absolute correct a realistic construction ? 10 Nov Favorite Reply Delete reflectingarea Ra but this may be nothing than puting the horse before the cart, it appears sensible cause it matches what one's intending already 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra strictness, not any form of leisure, it contradicts every recommendation appearing to me as somehow sensible, 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra how many other interactions are nothing but a sort of manipulative intent accompanied by the lack of intent to pay the bill of destruction 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra a scorn reveals the scorner's inability & his capitulation & his hope that the scorned is moved by the scorn to follow the scorner's rules 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra in my experience such a basis is an endless abbyss, it is a basis built just upon the belief & when one starts to believe, then one has to 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra the need for sudden fear is built upon the hope of an absolute correctness, a basis to which we can go back within any instance 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra die bezeichnung faulheit ist verbunden mit der hoffnung des erschreckens - the term lazyness is bound to the hope of sudden fear 10 Nov reflectingarea Ra ~ 10 Nov