11 october - - - ~ many people are so self occupied, self centered, at least ostentative, in my experience they do it outseide, cause there is such lack inside lack - lag - flat - depleted >>> deep depleted : "drained, emptied, exhausted, used up, reduced, consumed, insufficient, deficient, low supplied, consume too much[along what?]... destroyed, run through[idiotic!], wiped out, spended, expended, dropped, outrun[AHA!], occupied[aha!]" depleted/outrun - the ratio : debit & credit - need & ability[bill,will] is reversed - reversed measured along constructivity need & ability is destructive by result not by aim - by materia not by virtua[virtue] by result of direct making not by result of distant thinking, distant light - direct in place & ability to act - the maker & the place meet as the thinker, the epiphaner, the insighter, from a place distance can, is able, but not able to make direct, cause he's not there in flesh if smthng is destructive by result not by (constructive) aim, then ... the maker is not able to make it, to result, to be real in the place of his act & of his thought although he longs to by act & thought nevertheless, even longing isn't correctness guaranty, so the inability can even be correct to be ABLE means then NOT necessarily to be CORRECT - - - - - - - - - reflectingarea Ra to be ABLE means then NOT necessarily to be CORRECT 11 Oct reflectingarea Ra nevertheless, even longing isn't correctness guaranty, so the inability can even be correct 11 Oct reflectingarea Ra ... the maker is not able to make it, to result, to be real in the place of his act & of his thought although he longs to by act & thought 11 Oct reflectingarea Ra if smthng is destructive by result not by (constructive) aim, then 11 Oct reflectingarea Ra as the thinker, the epiphaner, the insighter, from a place distance can, is able, but not able to make direct, cause he's not there in flesh 11 Oct reflectingarea Ra by result of direct making not by result of distant thinking, distant light - direct in place & ability to act - the maker & the place meet 11 Oct reflectingarea Ra need & ability is destructive by result not by aim - by materia not by virtua[virtue] 11 Oct reflectingarea Ra depleted/outrun - the ratio : debit & credit - need & ability[bill,will] is reversed - reversed measured along constructivity 11 Oct reflectingarea Ra destroyed, run through[idiotic!], wiped out, spended, expended, dropped, outrun[AHA!], occupied[aha!]" 11 Oct reflectingarea Ra depleted : "drained, emptied, exhausted, used up, reduced, consumed, insufficient, deficient, low supplied, consume too much[along what?]... 11 Oct reflectingarea Ra lack - lag - flat - depleted >>> deep 11 Oct reflectingarea Ra many people are so self occupied, self centered, at least ostentative, in my experience they do it outseide, cause there is such lack inside 11 Oct reflectingarea Ra ~ 11 Oct