13 may - - - ~ * just because something's existent means not that it's working the way, which's supporting your best possibilities, ^^^ vvv existent stuff is reality, undoubtedly, but ask yourself : does that reality feels right, ^^^ vvv if your answer is a No, then it's the wrong tree of reality you are barking up ^^^ vvv it's still the same question : which reality is that one, which supports me & my best interests & this' a really huge question, ^^^ vvv because i have to ask then : what are my best interests, do i know them really or ^^^ vvv am i idealizing & excusing just simply those already known to me, those which are existent & here i end again at the beginning : ^^^ vvv the existent reality MAY BE NOT in my best interest - to state that is at least a good beginning, but currently still a very long walk this beginning is similiar to the beginning of the end of a drug addiction, i have to be able to think of myself as addicted io to end it this beginning is also similiar to the test if i am plain crazy, if i am able to think that, that's at least the possibility, that i'm not that's also exactly the same moment of intern guilt, if someone accuses me of something & i jump up emotionally, he's probably plain right the trigger is within me - the actions trigger what is inherent in me, do i want to end it, i have first to be able to think without jumping this emotional jumping is the beginning of any violence, but ... just to stay calm may be also a sort of the same violence - we are tricky * the AIM, my aim is what gives the outcome besides of, the PURITY of my aim & my ABILITY to SPEED up my movement @ @Harryfeeney but ... not to be able to stand your doubt is to be weak @ @TeamTangaroa people have to know THE GAIN OF LESS io to do so, just because experts say so has never worked yet one problem of success is, that we may stop to doubt ourselves, people hate to doubt them usually, but doubt is, what lets us stay on track yes, there is ineffectiveness, ineffectiveness' when i make smthg, that's not about outcome, but smthg else : illusion, hope, expectation thesis : all my tweets/thoughts that appear now belong to one congruent quality - the task is to get ^^^ vvv that quality conscious, because it's my future, either accompanied by my consciousness or without it, that quality will materialize vvv supposedly the difference between the principles beneath those thoughts makes a big or a small circumference of space ^^^ vvv but big & small are extreme relative terms, in the end everything is one, but of course it's the middle & not the end that's interesting that big/small is just interesting because some thoughts are too big to understand & some thoughts too small to care for maybe it's just about elasticity & precision, to be able to close the gap/difference between those different thoughts, either big or small The humble brand : re-earns attention, re-earns loyalty & reconnects with its audience as if every day's the first day | http://t.co/diIjlys vvv sounds like Suzuki's Beginner's Mind & like Lencioni's Over & Over again (don't tweeted because of failure) it's the same principle as the Sysyphos mythos - - -