sense - - - it's a matter of perception & the interpretation of the perceived which differ in humans [ hermeneutics ] we live currently at the edge of our end, but we are 95% busy with trifles, most will be just taken by surprise, we'll come back as bacteria [ dispersion of action - FOCUS ] is this pessimism, can REALITY be pessimistic if one is driving against a wall & not in the power of cognition to have built the scenery [ reproach ] or maybe we'll just prolong all our silliness into eternity, is this limbo or abyss already, maybe i just quit for heaven on my own [ between patience & time slot ] well, if you not suffer enough, you will - there's no end if you take your time to savor the full extend - especially being too busy to care [ perseption - endurance - senses - dispersion of action - FOCUS ] maybe life is just about what we are ready to endure, we musn't but we can, to do just what one can is a pretty low level performance [ endurance vs steadyness, persistence - lack of own standards - to measure objective, wait for the world's standards ]